Thursday, January 7, 2010
Living in the past
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
What up, Seattle.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
The Denium Dilemma.

Monday, January 4, 2010
The importance of filters.
The following has no real outline. Stream of conscious blogging and ranting:
Today, I picked up a roll of film I had shot about a week ago. Somehow, I had mistaken it for black and white. However, it was color. I had shot the roll practicing with my homemade color filters. And now I have 36 wasted prints, and I'm $13 poorer. I learned the magic of contrast enhancement via colored filters while under the wing of the great Boise photographer Rick Baker (who sadly passed away during a ski accident). Rick had an incredible assortment of filters that he generously lent out to his students to play with. I'll never forget being fourteen years old and carefully logging each photograph I took in a steno notebook "March 7th, 2006 9:02 pm. Shot 16. Man (sam?) with brick. f 2.6 shutter 30. Poor tungsten lighting. used tripod and blue filter." This is one of the many things I miss about true film photography- the dedication. Every shot was precious, each roll a laborious chore to develop, spending hours hunched over an enlarger, trying to get the perfect exposure, to not waste costly paper on mistakes. Now, with digital, although I have greater control of post processing, I feel so disconnected with the actual capturing. I can easily take a hundred photos for one shoot, choosing maybe one or two to begin a a series of clicks, eventually coming up with something suitable. Although I totally dig digital, I still miss the feeling of pride that would come after a day in darkroom. "I did this. Every step of the way. It is truly a part of me." I have no idea when or why film became synonymous with under exposed, grainy, blurry images, but it disgusts me. It is so simple to pick up a toy camera and shoot a roll of total shit and call it art, because film is so "funky." Film is not "funky." Up until a few short years ago, all the great photos of the world, from Yousuf Karsh's Winston Churchill 1941, to Steve McCurry's Afghan Girl, or Dorthea Lange's Migrant Mother were all taken with film. Film is such a beautiful and magical thing. Now here is how I feel about the ending of production of Polaroid film; Polaroids repulse me. The sooner the film is wasted on a drunken tween photography, the better. And, also, Lomography is hardly a fucking fine art. So, please, don't get me started. I don't like to think of myself as a photographic "snob" but if appreciating good photography is wrong, then, fuck, I don't want to be right. done.
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This post has gotten waaay off subject. What I really wanted to focus on was, as the title says the importance of filters. To the right, I have created an example of the use of filters to increase contrast (from the digital test shots used to aid in the before mentioned "ruined" roll.) The leftmost image shows a raw, unfiltered b&w. The poor natural light coming through the blinds provides poor contrast. However, applying a red filter, reduces the blue overtones caused by rain outside. Thus, more of the light entering the camera becomes usable, and contrast is increased. This sort of simple trick really adds a lot to a simple low light photo, turning it from a silhouette to a more "mysterious" low lit portrait. The unfortunate grain is the result of using a dodgy three year old camera that has been through quite a lot of abuse. All in all, I'm still pleased with the accident, and will add the photos to my pile of mistake stock photos. :)
Today, I picked up a roll of film I had shot about a week ago. Somehow, I had mistaken it for black and white. However, it was color. I had shot the roll practicing with my homemade color filters. And now I have 36 wasted prints, and I'm $13 poorer. I learned the magic of contrast enhancement via colored filters while under the wing of the great Boise photographer Rick Baker (who sadly passed away during a ski accident). Rick had an incredible assortment of filters that he generously lent out to his students to play with. I'll never forget being fourteen years old and carefully logging each photograph I took in a steno notebook "March 7th, 2006 9:02 pm. Shot 16. Man (sam?) with brick. f 2.6 shutter 30. Poor tungsten lighting. used tripod and blue filter." This is one of the many things I miss about true film photography- the dedication. Every shot was precious, each roll a laborious chore to develop, spending hours hunched over an enlarger, trying to get the perfect exposure, to not waste costly paper on mistakes. Now, with digital, although I have greater control of post processing, I feel so disconnected with the actual capturing. I can easily take a hundred photos for one shoot, choosing maybe one or two to begin a a series of clicks, eventually coming up with something suitable. Although I totally dig digital, I still miss the feeling of pride that would come after a day in darkroom. "I did this. Every step of the way. It is truly a part of me." I have no idea when or why film became synonymous with under exposed, grainy, blurry images, but it disgusts me. It is so simple to pick up a toy camera and shoot a roll of total shit and call it art, because film is so "funky." Film is not "funky." Up until a few short years ago, all the great photos of the world, from Yousuf Karsh's Winston Churchill 1941, to Steve McCurry's Afghan Girl, or Dorthea Lange's Migrant Mother were all taken with film. Film is such a beautiful and magical thing. Now here is how I feel about the ending of production of Polaroid film; Polaroids repulse me. The sooner the film is wasted on a drunken tween photography, the better. And, also, Lomography is hardly a fucking fine art. So, please, don't get me started. I don't like to think of myself as a photographic "snob" but if appreciating good photography is wrong, then, fuck, I don't want to be right. done.
...
This post has gotten waaay off subject. What I really wanted to focus on was, as the title says the importance of filters. To the right, I have created an example of the use of filters to increase contrast (from the digital test shots used to aid in the before mentioned "ruined" roll.) The leftmost image shows a raw, unfiltered b&w. The poor natural light coming through the blinds provides poor contrast. However, applying a red filter, reduces the blue overtones caused by rain outside. Thus, more of the light entering the camera becomes usable, and contrast is increased. This sort of simple trick really adds a lot to a simple low light photo, turning it from a silhouette to a more "mysterious" low lit portrait. The unfortunate grain is the result of using a dodgy three year old camera that has been through quite a lot of abuse. All in all, I'm still pleased with the accident, and will add the photos to my pile of mistake stock photos. :)
Mornings in her room, she would write about men.
Wake up.
Check my phone for text messages/missed calls
Check my email in bed.
Check facebook
Catchup on my daily blogs.
Pee.
Make coffee.
Drink before mentioned coffee and listen to music.
Do a few stretches and light exercises.
Bathe.
Find something to wear.
Seize the fucking day.

So there is my sappy post about mornings. Done. haha
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Six months of shit.
The following are excerpted from my diary over the past months. They fall in no particular order and should not require commentary. I find them amusing in hindsight. I also find many of them surprisingly lyrical and poetic.
"I believe I found him. But the night was dark and the wind was harsh, and I all I knew of him was the taste of his lips."
"A bigger city does not equal a bigger life."
"An odd neurosis that emerges before you go on a journey? Picking Perfect Socks."
"We spent all night, arguing over maslow's hierarchy of needs. Needless to say, we got nowhere."
"Again he was "too tired." Does working a mind numbing job forty hours a week really prevent him from keeping it up for ten minutes?"
"Interesting couples ( ) are always invited. ( ) cover the planet. (X) last."
"I arose today, after troubled dreams and changed the world."
"Do children like you? Yes. Do you like children? No."
"I can no longer stand by this costly cover up."
"Today, I am a slave, tomorrow I am free."
"I went a journey to smash imperialism and found myself victim of international fraud."
"Despite everything, there is someone who always knows what's right. Who is it? He is a man who I will turn to for the rest of my life. Even if he is not there, I will seek out his wisdom."
"We're falling apart. And all I can do is watch. I will hate myself for letting this happen, but I can longer allow it to control me. I love him."
"She's got a pretty look, with a bad creation story."
"I'm just a washing machine- convenience based. No one visits their washing machine in the hospital. No one mourns over it's death. They move on, and the machine becomes something new."
"What is your biggest handicap? My childhood. When will I ever grow up? Who will I be?"
"A current blessing you fear may only be temporary. Being single."
"He has found himself another. Am I jealous? Yes. Would I want to be him? Absolutely not. I just want to be loved, not wrung through a Satre novel."
"Who will hoe the earth? Who will harvest the grain? Not I, said the lazy dog. Not I, said the sleepy cat. And the little red hen did it all by herself."
"I believe I found him. But the night was dark and the wind was harsh, and I all I knew of him was the taste of his lips."
"A bigger city does not equal a bigger life."
"An odd neurosis that emerges before you go on a journey? Picking Perfect Socks."
"We spent all night, arguing over maslow's hierarchy of needs. Needless to say, we got nowhere."
"Again he was "too tired." Does working a mind numbing job forty hours a week really prevent him from keeping it up for ten minutes?"
"Interesting couples ( ) are always invited. ( ) cover the planet. (X) last."
"I arose today, after troubled dreams and changed the world."
"Do children like you? Yes. Do you like children? No."
"I can no longer stand by this costly cover up."
"Today, I am a slave, tomorrow I am free."
"I went a journey to smash imperialism and found myself victim of international fraud."
"Despite everything, there is someone who always knows what's right. Who is it? He is a man who I will turn to for the rest of my life. Even if he is not there, I will seek out his wisdom."
"We're falling apart. And all I can do is watch. I will hate myself for letting this happen, but I can longer allow it to control me. I love him."
"She's got a pretty look, with a bad creation story."
"I'm just a washing machine- convenience based. No one visits their washing machine in the hospital. No one mourns over it's death. They move on, and the machine becomes something new."
"What is your biggest handicap? My childhood. When will I ever grow up? Who will I be?"
"A current blessing you fear may only be temporary. Being single."
"He has found himself another. Am I jealous? Yes. Would I want to be him? Absolutely not. I just want to be loved, not wrung through a Satre novel."
"Who will hoe the earth? Who will harvest the grain? Not I, said the lazy dog. Not I, said the sleepy cat. And the little red hen did it all by herself."
A walk in the woods
Take equal quantities of well formed truffles of Burgundy and massive, handsome chestnuts from Luc. Simmer the truffles for fifteen minutes in white Meursault, butter, salt and spices. Grill the chestnuts slightly in the oven and peel them. Prepare a good concentrated juice with lean beef, chicken wings and a knuckle of veal. Chop up some truffle peelings, foie gras and chicken livers into a fine dice and add them to the juice when it has been reduced and strained. Moisten the truffles and chestnuts wwith this juice and cook them gently in a cocotte for about 45 minutes, adding a bordeaus glass of brandy, two tablespoons of thick cream and six tablespoons of old Maderia wine. Serve in the cocotte.
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After a few hours, the unusually warm weather and calm spring like breeze (it's a whopping 32 degrees in my home town) called me out into the woods that surround my apartment complex (one of the few pros about living outside of the city). I explored the near by Lyon Creek and was amazed at how soft the earth was and how many birds there were! My whole life has been spent in the mountains, where you more often then not are still getting snow at the end of April. The rain started again today, which used to really bother me, but over time, I think you really just get used to it, and forget a world where it doesn't rain at least twice a week. I've become completely immune to being soaked on a daily basis. I think leaving this place (which, due to unfortunate circumstances, I'll be forced to do in late February) will be more difficult then coming. Anyway, I hope your day was as joyous as mine. :)
Friday, January 1, 2010
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